professorial

In my discipleship and service of the Word. A boy caught me. A boy in the crowd. small . poor . But he is an expert.. The Lord summoned him from among the crowds. Out of his need, he prepared a feast - it turned the calculations around and changed the concepts. And behold, the Lord looked at the sky, blessing His servant’s giving (five loaves of bread and two fish), and the disciples were going and coming, carrying abundance of their joy. And the crowd that came to listen was satisfied!! How I loved this boy. I approached him. So he became my teacher in the service, and I wished I had known his name, and I wished to build a church that I would name after this boy whose name I do not know, and all I could do was carry his secret and understand it in my heart... But I should not keep my bread as I learned from my teacher... I said, “I give it to the master and he gives it to the people... and to the servants.” These were silent contemplations and thoughts that invaded me as I lived the Gospel. Then, day by day, she was no longer silent. She is screaming and wants to go. Take it, O Lord, and prepare food from it.
Hani Naguib