Sometimes she deserves to be killed, but she is the only woman who has succeeded in penetrating his depths and imposing her control in a terrifying way.
His need for her frightens him ... the security he feels with her is causing him to rebel against all his beliefs ... His happiness for her presence tempts him with more insanity ...
Despite their constant disagreement and his objection to everything that he does, she remains the only one with whom he acts according to his nature and without cost, as if it were part of it ..!

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Well .. it seems that there is no escape .. your love is a weakness that I cannot and will not get rid of .. I always think that escaping is for cowards alone and despite this I tried to escape and wished to be a coward but I failed .. it came to me that I buy a bottle of your perfume so that I am not deprived From your constant presence around me .. Do you understand how ill you have become?